Well, its the week again and its time for my more healthy and obedient personality. Don't understand it but for some reason I am good all week long and then when the weekend comes, I'm a whole other person. I eat worse, I pray less, and sometimes I even forget to read the bible because I am all off schedule. On this particular Saturday, I forgot to read the bible because as soon as we woke up, which was late because we didn't go to bed until 2am, Ricky took me out for breakfast. I didn't do bad for that. I had a veggie omelet with homefries and a couple strips of bacon. Yeah, sure, it wasn't the best meal, but I don't think I gorged myself so that was good.Also, my relationship with my husband has drastically improved and it seems that the more submissive I am, the more he is. I know I am still not where I should be but I am trying to pick out things that I do and work on them. It is quite the concept.
I have really praying hard since last night about God helping me to control myself with the food. I have eaten much junk this weekend. Its not the fact that I eat junk, its the fact that I can't control myself. It is really starting to bother me as I start to notice it more and more. I tell myself before I go someplace that I will do good but once I'm there and the yummy stuff is there in front of my face, my belly takes over and I feel so guilty during and afterwards.
One good thing that i have finally been able to conquer is being able wake up when I set the alarm. I am happy about that. I feel like it is something that I am finally in control of. I asked God to help me with that so much. I think was one of my biggest current problems that led to so many other problems. Which leads me to something else that I have an issue with.
TARDINESS!
I am late for everything! I can't explain it. It has been like that all my life. So I am going to have to add this one to my list of goals and it needs to be resolved right away. I was spoken to a work about this again. I hate that! Anyway, gotta get back to the job. :)
2 comments:
I've been praying about the submissive stuff also, it sure is tough in the society that we have right now. Both of us have to be right but again, I try to catch myself and just "stop"...
Stop dwelling on the food, the more you dwell the more you're going to want to eat. Just pray about it, and when its in front of your face pray before you eat it. (maybe I'll practice what I preach)its so simple to type that than to actually do it.
Great news with alarm clock.
One thing at a time.....
Love Ya
Jane
Leah,
Feeling that guilt is actually a good thing. Remember that feeling!! Something that has helped me when I feel like I need to have something or more of something NOW has been to remember I could have it the next time I'm hungry if I still want it. Good job trying to be more submissive to your hubby. I know it's not a popular concept in this day & age, but it really does produce blessings (any time we are obedient to God, it produces blessings). Our culture today has the highest divorce rates, the highest reportings of unhappy marriages. We try to take on different roles than God intended us to & wonder why there's so much turmoil. Love ya, see ya tomorrow night. Don't be late (haha) Dianna
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