
So I have been feeling better about myself lately. I still haven't taken care of the busy issue in my life but I hoping that aspect is just temporary. I got a lot of money recently and I was actually responsible (for the most part). I put four new desperately needed tires on my car, I paid almost all of my credit report debt, I stocked up on food and some supplies etc. We only went out to eat once (which is really good for me). I have been doing pretty well with the eating habits. This weekend was a bit of a challenge and I didn't do well but I wouldn't say that I failed either. I ate a bigger portion of spagetti than I should have but I didn't go back for more and I didn't gain any weight from it. I was able to control myself and that was what was most important to me. I have been getting up and exercising consistently on the weekdays but not the weekends. I haven't been able to find the time on the weekends for some reason. I am always on the go and Saturday is the only day I can somewhat sleep in before going to school.
It really does help that I have been praying not only for my food but for myself eating the food. Its amazing. God is amazing.
I have to say that a major stress that is still in my life is my busy lifestyle. I feel however that everything I do is necessary. I think that I really need more hours in the day and days in the week. Not minutes in the hour though. I work 6.5 hours a day and wouldn't want that to be any longer than it needs to be. I wonder though, if that were the case, would I still find myself in the same situation. Kind of like people who want more and more money and when they get it, they just find themselves in more debt.