The Hungry Fish

I know I haven't posted in a while but neither has Dianna so I don't feel so bad.

Okay, so I have tried to do the whole concept of not eating when you are not hungry but I find that I am constantly hungry. I don't mean like I am just craving something. I mean I am really hungry like my stomach is just rolling around all day. I don't know whats wrong with me. I am never really hungry in the morning and I have a small bowl of cereal just to give myself the energy I need for the day. But lately I feel like I need more than that. I feel like a fish that your told not to feed too much because it doesn't know when to stop eating. I am always hungry so I have to keep eating. I could go without eating until the next meal, but it keeps me sidetracked all day because my belly hurts. I think I have a brain disorder. Some of my friends may have diagnosed me with that years ago :). All I can think of doing is pray about it and stock up on veggies so I can snack on those throughout the day.

And as far as the tardiness thing goes, I am getting better. I have been a little to late to work a couple times in the past week but thats it!

Hubby and I are doing pretty well (minus isolated moments). I catch myself a lot more and I have stopped myself from starting a lot of fights. I freaked out a bit last night cause he tried chopping his finger off at work and didn't want to go to the hospital but I think that would be normal, right? Men are really strange...

Okay so while typing this blog I have just eaten a ham and chicken sandwich and I feel like I am starving! I should go get an MRI done or something. Unless...maybe I have a tapeworm! Hmmm. Any thoughts?

Well, I gotta wrap this up and get back to work. The boss is making me drive across the world again and I still gotta finish another payroll.

Leah