And the devil attacks

Well I did pretty well yesterday. And then the nachos were brought out. So I had probably about 15 tortilla chips with salsa. I don't think it was that bad... was it? I ate cereal for breakfast, salad for lunch, and an omelet with ham for dinner. So I think that I was okay but for some reason I feel bad about it. Everyone was picking on me telling me that now I have to put that in my blog.

I am really behind on my school work. I think that the problem is that I have a hard time prioritizing. My father in-law, Rich, came over with a movie about the story of Esther (which I thought was pretty good but Hollywoodized) and instead of doing my school work, I sat and watched the movie with them.

I didn't read the bible or pray before I started my day and then got into a fight with my husband. I let the devil sneak his way in. So far my day hasn't started off so well. I always think back to a class I took at church on spiritual maturity when my friend Tony did a skit in a video about the difference of not spending time with the Lord before starting the day. So I always have tried but I know lately of have slacked in that area because of sleep deprivation, which isn't a good excuse at all. I know that if I wake up that half hour earlier, God will compensate for that little sleep that I lost and help me to feel refreshed and renewed.

I always think to myself about what a bad Christian I am and how disobedient I am. But then I look back on what I came from. And again I think of that saying, "I may not be where I want to be, but I at least I'm not where I was." I realize that little by little I work on things. I can't do it all over night. And it takes for me to mess up a thousand times before I get it right.

I will end up reading my bible later, but what good does that do for me this morning and in the meantime. I am so frustrated with myself. So, please pray for me. I am a mess. What a good example I am, huh? Well, at least I realize it and know there is something wrong.

Anyway, my brain is little cloudy so I don't really know what else to say. So, until next time my blogging buddies.